"Realization is more important than Experience!"
Lately this quarter at SCAD I realized something which had helped a lot to change my perspective about the way I used to see and live world (I will not say just around me) and myself! Its doesn't matter if it was good or bad or just an experience. Rather I will say realization of things which helps you to keep moving than experience. Experience is incomplete without realization and after realization only that experience comes!
Studio had made me to realize that process is never ending. Even if the process is transition to get the product, but the actual process starts with the product itself. that product is also in transition of change by user, who like, hate, ignore it. "We can discuss process through the discussions and Products through the process." I am enjoying being in process now, may be a new addition to my personal belief.
I had never experienced before, may be the teaching is not different than India but the way he had taught is different than any other professor. It was just perfect for that time being. And I believe whatever had happened, will happen is all linked together. I am enjoying being in process for the first time and don't know what will be going to happen next year, birthday, quarter or class. I don't want to know, what I would like to know is what am I doing now!
Shayad maine ek aur reason discover kiya iss quarter se kyu "jaan pe he aana chaheye..." Reason to be nowhere, Where I stand! Trust me Its the best feeling someone can have. Off course, you have to struggle with yourself a lot before you realize THE same. Mere itne jaan pe aa gaya ke mai ye bhi bhul gaya ke maine ye post kya share karne ke liye shuru kiya tha..
I just wanted to share one of my recent not achievement but an realization of being real: My work from architecture ceramic class got selected for our local SCAD student's "Port city Review" literary art journal. P.S. Which was also a gift for my dearest mother (already had been given to her last summer) for not being there every time when she actually needed me...to let her realize that whatever experience I am being through will let me realize that, may be what she had experienced over years for me!!
Thank you all of you!! I can not share this to her so did here!!